Tuesday, April 01, 2008

Happy stuffs! HAPPY! he he he

went for class chalet on sun.
vincent cabbed here.
den 2geher we cab there. lol!

meet wenbin 1st, den shar came.
There is only the 4 of us.
and we started drinking at 4pm.
early? LOL

the 4 of us got crazy and we played ard like no other business. HAHA

den jasmine n audrey called.
den i told them " erm. tc of us, we r all abt drunk"
we went out to have our dinner and arcade.
Back to our chalet and continue drink and movie.

this tym rd. wenbin sae" KAREN 1 FULL MOUTH!"
i already cannot stand the smell.
lol.
but i drink.
den.. TADAH! i PUKE! hahas
tats period of time, wenbin head was lying on me.
i pushed him away n dash to the toilet. LOL!
seriously 1st tym puke.
damn high! hahahahs
but doggy sae nt pro. hais
HAHA.

After watching 3 movies, we all fall asleep.

12 plus we woke up.
went to cycle. hahas! damn fun aH!
talk to wenbin everyting, he is my true buddy!
he oso told me his things.

5plus doggy daniel dajie n jiamin reach already
slowly slowly all came
sebas,jessica,mul,kimseng,judy,ponewai,RAYMOND.
raymond dress till v. handsome! hahahs
not like the bangala i noe.
den he taught us how to drink.
thanks bro. lol

den they watch the grudes again!
ARGH!!!
SO NOT MY TYPE!
n kimseng, doggy keep scare me! argh!
but i dint cry. hahhas!
when i wan to slp.
audrey n wenbin keep make me luff!
i cants stop.

den moring all left le
left me audrey jessica wenbin n vincent
had our breakfast.
den all separate our way.
reach home 12. den i slp till 8plus 9
damn tired.
thanks hu? thanks chee wenbin cos he sms me
hahahs


lastly.
i wan to THANKS SWEETIE DEAR HONEY n who so ever that share for my bday present.
i love the bday present alot!
seriously
this is wat i always wanted to buy.
but jasmine audrey they noe..
i m so touch! thanks!
argh! thanks!



WARNING!
THIS IS A VERY LONG POST.
PLS CLICK "EXIT" IF NOT INTERESTED~
10Q

Sometimes things change w/o u noticing
Sometimes chance just appear right in front of u but u didnt grab hold of it.

there are just so many sometimes.
but who will know when the "sometimes" will appear?

getting emo when i m alone.
getting emo when i realise dere is no1 out there for me.
getting emo when i m nt crazy
getting emo when i read others emo posts
getting emo v. easy
but to others.
karen is just a cheerful noisy and crazy girl.

who will actually noe me well?
i do think.
i do get quiet
i do..
i do..


of cos my emo period will be short.
not even 2 days i suppose?

simple things can cheer me up.
a hug from all my close frens.
a simple yet sweet sms from them.


i cant just appear emo in others.
cos i dun like others to ask,
" eh karen u ok anot? u like so emo."
as if that if i appear emo to them, i m just so not karen.


Relationship is just so profound.
Who disagree???


When u thought that u r close the this particular person.
but in fact u r actually nt close to him.
Or at 1st u got this thinking of,
"hmm mayb i can work out wif him"
but ACTUALLY U CANNOT! both of u just cant match or collabrate wif one another!
WHATS THE POINT!
no 1 is willing to give in.
no 1 is willing to take initiative and make things work out.
thus slowly slowly....
the both of u nt be close anymore.
the feeling will fade off.
den it is time to sae GOODBYE

Things just HAPPENED!
hais


Marriage and Dating[bf gf] are so Different.
When dating, u can just break with one sentence.
" i wan to break wif u"
but Marriage is so much more difficult.
divorce paper to be done, assets, money, kids.
etc.
hai...


some might sae.
u too dramatic thats y u have all these kind of weird thinking.
but its my personal thinking.

Just who will understand me?
i doubt none.

I mean i got my close girlfriends.
they understand me.
but sometimes, u got this feeling of u r all alone in the world.
no1 is there for u..
i confirm every1 will have this feeling. hahas

online now.
shaun ask me one qns, shall copy and past.

Shaun...There`s something deep inside that keeps my faith alive..=D says:
do u tink our period of getting into a r/s easily is over?
Shaun...There`s something deep inside that keeps my faith alive..=D says:
like erh..
Shaun...There`s something deep inside that keeps my faith alive..=D says:
after a girl
Shaun...There`s something deep inside that keeps my faith alive..=D says:
one girl come..
Shaun...There`s something deep inside that keeps my faith alive..=D says:
tat sort of period..
Shaun...There`s something deep inside that keeps my faith alive..=D says:
do u tink its over for us alrd?


ARGH!
relationship...
is just so irritaing!
n stupid shaun asked me these question. make me feel so OLD!

den he oso ask me wat kind of guys i go after.
feeling is super impt.

ok.i think i shld be honest wif myself.
wat kind of girl m i in relationship?

i v.v.v easily get distracted.
wat i mean?
if i have a bf now, but i m actualy closer to guys.
i noe bf will get angry/jealous.
but i cant abandon my frens.
this is for sure.

how shld i put it in words.
disctracted means, i will look at others guys even i have bf.
if the guy is interested in me, i will get even more distracted
but i swear to GOD i wont be 2 timer.
cos i encounted tat b4.
so i nid some1 to drag me back.
if u r my bf, u got to pull my heart back to u.
i noe its hard. but ARGH i m jus this kind of ppl!

of cos if u r my bf means i love u.
n its whole-heartedly.
means i love u more than anyone else.
n u r the most impt person in my life.
so believe me!

wat the hell.
KAREN ER ! u r damn hopeless.
u must as well go n die.
forget it karen.forget it




Like i mention b4,
i m a girl [1/2boy] who is easily cheer up.
so i wont emo for long.

pls read n forget







Saturday, March 29, 2008

One whole week do this n that.
didnt reali rest well..
dammit
blame who?
blame myself for join this n that..
cannot complain karen er.. u cant..

sun went to mr lim's hse.
the moment i saw kimseng he told me
" eh karen.. mr lim's son v. shuai.. later u see"
i totally HIGH! hahahhahs den he luff luff luff..
once i step in wif jasmine.. we lookout for his son.. hahahs..
my TYPE! those study study type..
hahas but jasmine dun like.. lucky for me! hahahs
like 花痴。


den mon tue went for FOC trial camp.
for the freshmen orientation camp. but its a trial camp.
so onli leaders go..
super tired.
slp at 5am. woke up at 7 plus am.
like didnt slp la. dumbo..
den 8plus PM dismiss.
too shagged. so hire cab home with vincent.


wed BTE.
woke up in the morning.
go sch den bring sec 1 students for beautifyin the environment
stupid? but its fun. hahahs
sun tanned~ hahahs



thurs.
I&E grp meeting.
meet already discuss for our projects.
whoa.. rush rush n CHIONG AH!
cos fri got to hand in
n we didnt do anyting
pro? hahahs
reach home. didnt slp at all..
super pek cek.
i no mood to joke ard, my brain is like shut down.
but i got to write things out!
must b some solid essay
IF NOT I FAIL MY YEAR 2 MODULE!
i super angry.
WITH MYSELF!


fri.
4am called wenbin up..
den we 2 online n rush project again.
den 6 plus he v.tired went to slp.
den i went to meet audrey in sch.
we 2continued
but got her v. gud
onli she can cheer me up.
when i m tired or angry or watever.
she noes n she got her ways to cheer me up.
peiqi smsed me abt her bus. hahahs!
she v. cute

den meet mr max to hand in our projects.
joke ard wif him.

den nite bbq for alumni...
hate them to the core.
like i m the sevants.
n i got to serve them
WAT E HELL!
1st tym so angry at strangers.

sorry if i m dirty
but..
i spit at the food.
vincent, wenbin n audrey so shock when i spit!
but they followed! HAHAHAHHAHA
den i told jasmine
she oso!hahahs
so all the food contain our SALIVA! HO HO HO!
damn shuang ah!
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