Guilt stricken..

Been in a pretty bad mood these days.

It could be due to exam period or girls problem.

Which turned me Hysteria.

I am sorry to whoever I have showed my attitude to. Haha!

Pretty extreme right? I know.

This apology includes my boy too.

Have been showing him my spiteful manners..

And he had no idea what he have done, it's pretty cute to me.. Haha!

Well,

My blog have turned out to b my venting bin. I kinda likes it. Cos basically, no one will read it. And I can just blog n scold whoever I wan! Den honestly, it made me feels hell lots better!

I just need to pen it down. Haha.

Just blame ur luck that I got pissed by u. Or mayb reflect on urself? Lol.

Time to rest n charge up for tml~

Have a good rest my frens. :):) 😃😃😃

Bullshit bullshit! Hahahaha!

Someone just love to bullshit! Haha!

Obviously is I dun even bother to care abt u!

Isn't that obvious enuff! Haha.

Still dare come n bullshit to me! Hahaha!

Find it funny! Nvm.. Me n my boy know who 得罪谁就好...

Now flu bugs attacking. No point arguing with u la.

Just that I have just added one more reason to ignore u agn! Haha! Woohoo! Happy happy!!

Studying in e middle of the night..
makes me emo.. n restless..
but this is the only few precious hours that i can focus..

right now. i m infected by flu bugs..
sneezing non-stop..
exam period is the tym i will fall sick..
over-stress? no idea. hahas..

recently my mood just hit me badly..
i can just suddenly show everyone my black face..
n at that moment if u r just trying to tease me
i will not must smile it off.. but show u my nasty looks..

but someppl seeing my black face still duno how to tone down n yet continue to disturb me.
u r just trying to make my situation worst ok..
make me feel irritated~
n thus.. i wont even bother to talk to u anymore..

hmm.. recently dl-ed the new apps. "LINE"
the ppl using it is increasing these days.
n those "irritating" ppl started popping out agn.
n as usual.. i didnt even bother replying..
u can just say i m arrogant or what. i dun care~~
cos u aint impt to me..
n i dun give a damn! hahahaha

this feeling is good.. lol~
ignoring ppl is fun! hahaha..

getting psychotic~ lol..

4.20am. tym to slp..
if not my illness will get worsen.. n tadah. failed all my exams. which is the least i wan it to happen.

GOODNIGHT KAREN~

Some people say "the last thing in my list is to hurt you. I love u"

But isnt "hurting you" still in e list?

In fact, how many sentence of those guys sweet talk can we girls believe?

Few days back, one of my uni loves told me about "love 5 language"

I shall be generous n share it here..

They are "love of affirmation, love of quality time, love of present, love of touch and act of service". Details abt these can read from: www.5lovelanguages.com/learn-the-languages/the-five-love-languages/

I told my boy abt it.. And we have identify which is our love language. Haha. Like what my that gf said, it's actually important for couples to know what are each other love language. Haha.

I am the greedy cat, I wan all of it! But personally I dun need sweet talks n presents.. I just wan the real feelings. All that matter is... I love him.. And so do him.

Ohs well, envy of others especially jealous/envy of others' relationships its a NO NO. every couple are special in their own way. Everyone got diff approach for things. So dun even bother caring others r/s.. I m sure those couples out there doesn't wan you attention, even if the couple is ur close frens. At the very least, I dislike it. So I kinda hate when I m trying to pass my boy e msg of how much I love him, n ppl interrupt. To me, u ain't sharing e joy, u r disturbing me. And I honestly detest it. Please learn how to read or see people replies/emotions. When it's time for u to be transparent u be invisible.

Alright... Time to rest~~ haha.. I m perfectly alright. Kinda calm. Haha. Just emotion got over me just nw.

Ps: dun bother asking me who I m referring to. I hate it telling names. :D

i hate it when girls trying to act nice in front of guys only.
i have always try to understand. but yet i just simply cant.
are she a bimbo?
oh, i guess she is simply a bitch.

nono, i think she is living in her own world?
thinking those ppl (girls) ard u cant see/feel what u r doing?

i hate it when u trying to use ppl and u act nobly.
sometimes u just get on my nerves n i just dun feel like replying to u.
i really hate ur actions.
so what if u r pretty?
character sux = u onli can attract guys that cares abt appearance.
forget abt getting in love with ppl that will like ur real character.
n stop acting in front of everyone.

u make me wanna puke.
n stop asking me to do things.
i aint ur maid for godness sake.

pls pls.. refrain urself from making us hate u more.
stop thinking u r popular.
cos u r nth! *roll eyes*


hahahaha! feel much better! =)

*YTD (Monday)*
me: wa. like very long nv see J n YC le hor.
him: no what.. last sat saw them alrdy..
me: last sat? u were with me.. rmb?
him: wa lau~你要这样玩我啦!
me: really ma~ last sat we were tgt ma. its u sae wrong lo.. its last last sat! today monday leh! last sat is 2days ago!
him : you win..


*TODAY*
me: **** grumbling abt w/o me at work. how can he handle so many ppl.. hahaha~ i dun care him.
him: you just tell him, by then he will be like you now so busy lo. since he is nt helping you all the while.
me: u wan me say this to an old man? i cant bring myself to it. i'm just too kind.

hahahaha!
but i kept grumbling to my boy~!!! lol..

Is there an illness call..
"jealousy-envyniess syndrome"? HAHA!
well,
apparently i'm infected with it!

I cant stop looking @ those pretty ladies..
Those tat r already started working
n can afford bags,clothes,Mani-cures,spa or whatsoever.

My envyniess level is raising everytime i look at their blogs/fb.
i will start thinking..
how wonderful their lives are.
how pretty they are.
how sweet their bfs are..
etc. etc.

Although i m filled with jealousy,
i still couldn't refrain myself from visiting their fbs.
i'm like addicted.

if even in my life,
i will get envy by ppl. HAHAHA!

i wanna quit studying n start working now!
so i can have a happening (money) life style! hahas

But on second thoughts,
if i quit sch.. its = to waste of $$
i shld just wait till i grad..
go accordingly to my plan.

i believe, i will still be able to reach that status.
its just that, they reached earlier than me..

hahas!
i'm in e process of spilt personalities now.
i'll be the normal KAREN agn.

the plain/simple karen.
haha!

hmm, i gt a cute prefect family,
a caring understanding sweet bf,
a group of wonderful babies(gfs).

its actually more den enuff.
sadly.. no enuff money.
PLS PLS PLS.
let me strike toto! PLS PLS PLS!
loves~~

tata..

Hmm, I think i am quite a nag-er n a grumble-er.haha!
keep grumble to my boy. xin ku him le. haha!

just thats.. i got so angry. hais!
thou its a small matter, but.. pls dun let history happen agn.

when it happened last time, i was in a hard position to clear things up.
so pls.. this tym dun drag any innocent ppl into this agn.

its damn wth. u nv know how awkward i was when ppl talk abt this.
so pls. behave urself.

dun bring trouble anymore.


my blog is just a place to vent my thoughts. so dun ask me who n what happen.
when i wan to sae.. i will..

haha. i think i m getting vulgar recently.
n it seems that i cant hold my temper recently.
scare i will get heart-attack one day. hais!

alright.. my fever subside alrdy..
hope my boy wont get fever!

Brought my boy for his birthday dinner.

this is one of the places that we kept saying we wanna go but kept procrastinated.

hahas. didnt mean it.

We made it anyway~ HEHE...

We were both so fulled that we sit quite awhile before we left. haha!

now i look at these pictures, i felt e hunger agn!

nom nom.. i wanna eat agn! hahaha..

but cant do it everyday cos will be super fat! HAHA!

Well,

i think i m a over sensitive gf.

n my boy knew it.

I hate it when girls talk to him~

hahas.

but he also. haha!

We dont like to share to much things in e cyberworld with the rest. HAHA!

so yep. thats all.! HEHEHE!

alright! lovessss~~~

Yippie ya ya.. Yippie yippie ya~
Now got free time to do some blogging. hehe~

Well, i love my new contacts. My hamster eyes..
but sadly.. my boy find it scary! haha!
i keep psycho him "nice right nice right?"

den he goes :" not bad la.. 素脸美女"
hahas. let him off this tym.


Went to air-force with my bf.
Loves planes! so cool!
esp when i can go dating with him..

This one got the cool, assassin feel~ HAHA!
Got Air-show! PHEW~~ PHEW~~ fly here n there..

made me feel so excited! woohoo!

Dear and I went to register for the free plane ride. but. we didnt get e place.

its alright~ haha! felt happy for those selected ones~ haha!

baby finding his way to the shows~!

hehe!

Well, There were super lots of ppl there. The weather is killing me that day. I got sun-burn. Incredible right? tell me abt it~

We walked all the way out to the bus-stop which is not that near from the air-base. HAHA!

Both of us were exhausted. so went back home n took a nap~ haha!

Alright will update another one soon!! hehe.

Yijie bday!!

All these are taken from Yi Jie 22nd bday party.. Hehe.. Lazy to upload more. Haha..

Well.. Recently i'm in love with reading..
I used to think reading is like B-O-R-I-N-G~
but now, i find those authors v.creative, have super imaginative brains~

It actually depends on what type of books that interest you.
For me, its more of the mysterious, religions, crime-solving.
Not really interested in those talking about a famous person or gossip girls kind. haha

I'm amazed by how people can actually describe every single details about the environment, how the person looks like. It was as if the picture was imprinted in my brain.

Well, perhaps i m getting old.
Old ppl like to read. haha!
Or mayb, i just happened to come across this book that i like~

but sadly, my level of language aint that high up yet. Therefore for some word, i still have to refer to a dictionary. HAHA.

i do admit on my weak english. But at least i am able to converse in it, then i guess it wouldnt be that bad afterall. haha.

Back to my work.
When i'm free, i will upload some pictures..

I love my quiet blog~ filled with freedom~ =))

Exams are finally coming to an end.. which is actually tml..
Tml is business law..
surprisingly.. i didnt study much~ HAHAHAHA!

this sem. i really no mood to study.
i rather re-take all the modules. cos i know i gonna score badly for this..
i wan re-take the module.
on the other hand, thinking abt th xtra money i gonna pay..
haha i dun wan to retake anymore! haha.
can let me pass? HAHAHAHA!

so lame eh me. lol!
ok back to study!
hehe.

Its study mth now..but actually i didnt study at all! hais... i duno how ah... i need ppl to control me.. like a seriously... must restrict myself from now onwards.. heheheh...

Although i dun look bright..
but actually my small brain does alot of thinking.. hahas..

i wanna voice out what my brain is generating now..

当两个人不再关心，在乎对方时。。 是不是代表已经不再相爱呢?
当对方已经不再管对方的行踪时。。 是不是代表已经不再担心呢？

我不知道。。有时侯觉得我不想再让自己过的这么累。。
每次都提心吊胆的害怕失去。。
每一次都把自己搞得很狼狈。。

我不想再乖乖的跟着跑了。。。
我想要是那个在前方的人。。。

可以吗？

You can sae i m emo..
but i m a crazy girl..
so after awhile i will b alright..

i just need a place to vent my thoughts..
after that.. i will feel better.. =)

loves~~

Yo.. i'm a project-free girl now...
i went to cut my hair.
but i didnt noe wat style to cut..
so well.. only a bit different in e length..

n.. my fringe v.short! hahahs..
my boy calls it the "cute cute fringe"
but i think nt much diff leh. lol..

watever~~ lol

Kinda like business law out of all the modules that i'm studying now.

Celebrated my 22nd bday with my uni gangs..

went to eat La-la.. stingray.. kang kong..

ok firstly.. i'm sorry that i'm really a glutton.. i dont have the patience to take picture of food. So.. i only had the 1st dish picture.. lol!

Tadah.. the 1st dish picutre. lol.. Herbal chicken..

Ytd went to raffles city to work on our marketing proj..

den head off to this burger restuarant for lunch...

den head home to wait for my boy..

I'm like a housewife waiting for my hubby to reach home.. I went down to fetch him.. hehe.. we went to buy dinner n waited for my parents to get home.. cos they bought my bday cake! hehe.. v.touching. cos they were suppose to stay in office till late.. but they rmb my bday so they got home early.. hehe..

we cut cake tgt.. woohoo... its my bday~~ My boy stayed over.. hehe.. this morning sent him to camp.. den drove home alone.. v.v long nv drive alone alrdy!!! lol.. must try to get more chances. hahas..

alright nt feeling well.. i will update another one soon! hehe.. loves!!!

It's March baby.. meaning i m turning older & older..
I'm 22 this yr.. i dont wan to admit it.. but its a fact that i cant deny! But.. i think 22 isnt that old right? (consoling myself)
U PPL WILL TURN OLD SOONER OR LATER OK! dun call me old woman.. hahas


I saw the video that HAVI n MICH did it for me..
eh its more like they nth do.. den just nice they thought of me.. so they made it.
BUT.. at least they thought of me.. so.. i m v.touch..
but their wishes like.. erm.. "hope i get $100 from the govt payout?" and "hope my bf can book out but cant meet me?" HEY! i dun wan these wishes.. take back! lol...
i only wan the bday song that u two sweetie pie sang for me. haha!


Well.. meet up with my babies girls... (advance bday)
Its v.nice of them tryin their best to meet up despite from their busy schedule..
I told PQ many times " if all canot make it.. its ok.. no celebration i also ok.. so old alrdy"

but.. they all made it! esp HAVI.. she got dinner.. but still rushed down~ loves!

Went hardrock cafe for dinner..
I know i m v. suaku.. cos i didnt went there before.. haha!
i enjoyed myself with them.. ALOT.

I couldnt take pic alone. i felt weird.. so my smile wan kinda reluctant. sorry!
And actually one staff asked me to stand on the chair n ask the rest to sing a bday song to me..
but i told another staff dun sabotage me..
so.. in e end.. he stand on the chair himself.. lol! its kinda funny.. haha!These girls prepared a ice-cream n brownies for me.. THANKS!

I looked scary in this pic.. like evil. haha! thats wat i think.. T!

H. Stand until like model.. lol!

E!

J!

PQ!

Short of Mich lo.. =( haha!
But she did took pic in the grp foto!

Tadah! my bday!!

J's 21st bday!

H's 21st bday!

I really appreciate what the girls have done for me..

love them so much!!!

Thanks!!!

Apologise for my previous emo post..
Well.. My boy is so sweet..
from todae onwards he will be staying out..
i think this will be more tiring for him. but it's not something up for him to decide.. so even tired he also have to stay out. haha!


He is indeed a very sweet person n CUTE!
he nv fails to make my day..
I always throw my temper at him.. force him to listen to my grumbles..
do things according to my way.. he will always give in to me..

i love him..

Just now.. he came and gave me a surprise.

It had been awhile since he will just suddenly pop out at my doorstep n asked me to open e door.. n tadah~ he was there..

He knew i was feeling stress.. n upset..

but previously he had to stay in. he couldnt b by my side..

n today.. he just came!

he called my hp.. n talked to me normally..

den suddenly he said.. "i wanna go toilet"

den i reply " go ba.. i on hold our conversation"

den he said " open ur door.. i wan go toilet"

den i wan like.. WHAT!!!

hang up the fone.. n ran happily like a lil girl running towards an ice-cream stall..

he was there!!

n i gave him a kiss! MUACKS!

jumping ard.. like a lil girl..
cos i couldnt hide my happiness..

n he said " i noe u feeling down.. so i pop by to encourage u"
aww.... melt my heart.. n once agn..
i fell for him~~~

LOVES!!!
hahaha..

This is a over-sweetness post.. If after reading u all puke.. i do not hold any reponsibilities.

HAHAHA!

I LOVE MY BOY~~~ ("v")

I think i have to get a spot to vent out all my thoughts that are running in my mind right now.
What i wanna say is, in a group.. we have so many different personalities..
We manage to come tgt as a grp means we have sth in common and we can click tgt.. But when we spilt group n do work.. it doesnt mean we r enemy or what.. We can still help one another but to a certain limit.
What do i mean by certain limit.. Its like a simple assignment.. We tend to stuck in one part of it just becos we r arguing.. debating tryin to interprete the question. And we will have to come to a compromise n then the same answer. What i m thinking is.. In this assignment.. it highly impossbile for us to get the same answer. do u all understand? I m not like nt trying to help..
N our ans doesnt mean the model ans.. So even if we r the same doesnt mean we will all score 100 for it. Do u understand?

I might b fierce n stern during discussion.. it not that i angry at anyone.. i m angry abt the way that we r doing the assignment. We keep make the same error agn n agn.. It kinda frustrate me.. Cos mean i have to work over n over agn. the feeling of doing it over agn will only make me more n more pekcek. My face n tone will change.. Argh.. i didnt mean it too. but my temper aint good recently

Remember.. Accounting isnt about the actual number. its about the steps.. So even its wrong.. its nvm de ah.. if our ans r so identical i feel weird you noe? if our ans is all different.. i will feel more safe! cos its supposed to be like this! everyone will get different ans for it!

i m a stright foward person. So i wish u girls r the same as well. U all shld noe me well. i dun like to go ard the bushes. So i wish we wont become a group of hypocrites. I dun like the feeling of we aint a grp anymore. Its only for this assignment. n i dun wan anyone to feel outcast/disappointed.. or even sad abt this incident.. aiyo.. there isnt any need to it.. i hope u all understand.



What i wan to conclude is.. we r still good friends.. dun becos of one assignment spoil everything.

taken from :Singapore Budget 2011 (http://www.singaporebudget.gov.sg/budget_2011/key_initiatives/families.html) Section E1.

HAHA.. now everyone can see how much u can get.. thou i still dun0 i m under which category.. the 300 or 600.. of cos i wan to b under the 600 category.. haha! 600 alot leh! i can survive for 1 mth! omg.. Think of it also happy.. but.. i think nt that easy de la. hahas.. shld b 300 only..

sorry eh.. i m a money-minded person.. my whole brand is filled with $$$$$$$$$.. hahas.. when i got a calculator on hand.. i will keep calculate money only. hahas.. ok.. thats all.. tym to do my hmwork.. hehe

Recently alot bad things have been happening to me.
What is wrong man? I tot this year Snake (zodiac) shld have good luck? But it aint this way..
Few days back.. the stupid thing that happened is still in my mind. I couldnt let it go.. it may be a trival thing to u.. but it has huge impact on me..
I m tryin to control my jealousy...
I m trying to change my bad temper..
I hope its not early menopause that my boy said i m goin through it now. haha!

today test.. brought me down man..
I got so so so depressed..
Hais.. i also hope i can pass..
But i doubt so..
I m lucky to have my girls cheering me up when they r not feeling good too.

老娘's bday is coming...
dun need to go waste time n think wat to buy for my bday..
give angbao jiu hao~
hahas!
my boy also preparing angbao for me. hahahaha..

i wanna save up and buy camera. hehe! loves!!!

HEHE.. two tests down. Left with Law and Marketing..
i duno what to do.. no mood to study..
but i cant afford to do that!

hais.. alright.. i will study for now! hehe.
please give me motivation..
i need to save lotsa of money..
i got lotsa plan to do..

esp in june..
gosh.. this yr is the yr of debt.
becos most of my fren turning 21! argh...
what shld i do? eotteohge!!!~

Happy Lunar New Year everyone!

May u enjoy ur holidays and ur angbao collecting session..

Sadly.. this yr my family & i didnt travel overseas..

But.. We didnt visit many relatives too.. We r kinda slack family. haha!

Therefore, my angbao is <$46.. But after visting my boy's hse.. i got more $$..lol

Saw some cute lil kids at my hse n louis's hse.. love kids so much. but pls dun ask me to have one.. its so scary.. i mean the process of giving birth. haha!

Below is my son~ yoo guen..

Louis's relative baby girl.. super cute~

The two super headache cousins of mine.

Well. i have upcoming 4 tests.. i duno how m i goin to survive.. gosh!

i need to score better than last sem!! Time to study!!! =)

hehe... saw my lappy got pictures.. wanna share~ since my blog also no ppl read.. i can post watever i post watever i wan!!
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Everytym i meet my boy at his hse.. ppl will sae " do wat ah? "
dun so fast b parents etc..etc.. lol
well.. let me show u wat we were doin~

lol..
we were...
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playing with my lappy camera! hahas..
but due to the male lead doesnt want to appear.. i didnt upload his pic. hahas
but he is cute to e max! hahas.. n of cos FUNNY! haha..

We r like small kids..n i love it! hehe..